what am I afraid of failure??or do I still think i am no more....time of Living with a belief that i can accomplish whatever i want to is over .... I no more believe in what I am doing I dont believe anymore that I can be the best in the field.. I no more believe that I love what I am doing....Do I want to quit... I know quitters never win..but do i really want to win..... Or it doesnt matter to me anymore I win or loose....I really dont know or i dont want to get thoose answers or do i know the answers and I dont want to believe what I think are the answers really are.......

Orignal song from the great movie Shaheed....

Sarfroshi ki Tamanna Aab hamare dil mein hai.
Deekhana Hai zoor kitna bajuy katil mein hai.

Waqt aane par bata denge tujhe aee aaasman
Ham abhi si kya bataye kya hamare dil mein hai


Sarfroshi ki Tamanna Aab hamare dil mein hai.
Deekhana Hai zoor kitna bajuy katil mein hai.

Khech kar laye hai sabko katal hone ki umeed.
Asshiqo ka aaj jamgat kucchae Katil mein hai.


Sarfroshi ki Tamanna Aab hamare dil mein hai.
Deekhana Hai zoor kitna bajuy katil mein hai.

SO another post after a long time.....
A lot happened in between.... good or bad?

Have you seen clouds clouds so dark that not even a single streek of light can get across.....
Ever seen mountains so tall No body can walk through.....
Ever seen rivers one cant cross.....

Life is a great teacher but only if you become a better student.
But is it fair.....Do I need to answer this or Should it be fair?
Is it absolute science...

" The biggest thing about life is that you live it forward and understand it backwards"