what am I afraid of failure??or do I still think i am no more....time of Living with a belief that i can accomplish whatever i want to is over .... I no more believe in what I am doing I dont believe anymore that I can be the best in the field.. I no more believe that I love what I am doing....Do I want to quit... I know quitters never win..but do i really want to win..... Or it doesnt matter to me anymore I win or loose....I really dont know or i dont want to get thoose answers or do i know the answers and I dont want to believe what I think are the answers really are.......