So now what ?
Do I really have something to write or just bugging around....
" You like it or there are times when you really dont have an option and you need to accept what life pushes at you"
When you try to find a solution you are just adding problems....
Because it was you who created the problem..
There are times that you are actually working on something which is not going to give you returns, You are really trying to run on a road which is round.........
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the worst thing to have happened to me, I know that .. does not actually care what I think and feel like may be .. does not have an option but is it my fault,,, I never thought of the consequences and did it..... Now why get angry, now why cry will it make any differnece why do you do this ,,, why cry , why think of her,why cant you forget her, why why why ..............You worst fears are coming true.. the thing your friend warned you of is happening but still you dont want to change it.....

Come on you do need to believe the facts.. stop interpreting them in your way...
the reality is you are as alone as you could be...
Its not just feeling but its true that you are standing on the edge of a cliff
..waiting that you may fall........
..thinking of jumping...........
.. Or waiting that .. will push you...

and you will not be disappointed.. you are going down you are falling cant you feel the weightlessnes or you really dont want to face..
You know it down in the bottom of your heart you cant take it any more...
But still you want to see how dirty can thisget...

You still want to see your tipping point.....