So the number of posts are increasing... so are complications in my life,But this is life and I still believe that solutions to your problem are not around the world where you need to search it they are down there within you ,you just need to find out them.
I am now in a dilemma for was what i believed wrong or it is right and I am not strong enough to implement.
I know I dont have an option I like it or not I will have to live with it.
I need to believe there are some questions which dont have solutions and some problems which have solutions that are not of your liking.

I never liked the idea that I am not in control of my life. I always liked to control whatever i think, I decided what ever I thought.
Istill try to do it.
but let me make it clear this is getting dirty I know it....

if you cant live with it You will die with it so better start living...........


LIfE SUCKS I SWEAR.......................................